Snow’s Blog

Well, well.. A new blog makeover from Frienster.. Nice.. I actually like it.. and it brings back my mood to blog again.. (I was really thinking of quiting..) As you can see.. I chose a rather floral type of layout.. I like it so much.. Can’t believe that i’m attracted to pink lately.. And the flower on the side.. It’s calming, don’t you think? Hehe..

So, what i’ve been up to lately.. Hmmm.. Let’s see.. I’m just days away from my last lecture of the semester.. Which ends on Thurs morning… Hehe.. This semester was the far worst semester.. I’ll be sitting for my Finals next month and here i am, blogging in the library.. Muahaha.. And the best thing is i’m just half a year away from my very own Graduation.. Muahaha.. Can’t wait.. I’ve previously attended my USM friends’ Graduation Day and i must say, i’m so proud of them.. *sob sob*.. I can’t wait to finish this sem and proceed to a carefree life next year (1st 6 months, mind you).. This sem is the busiest sem ever.. I have a foreign lecturer who’s a bit difficult, boring 4 core subjects lectures, tonnes of assignments, brain-torturing miniprojects, unnecessary quizzes and tests.. On top of that, i have a Final Year Project.. Well, things will slow down starting next semester, as all of us will spend most of our time doing FYP.. I’m currently aiming to finish them all this semester so that i can focus more on my Leo.. Muakz.. All my freetime will be dedicated to u, dear… Muakz..

I’d like to say more but my time is up… need to stop using the library’s computer now.. I’ve been using it more than an hour just for browsing friendster and facebook… So, see ya.. !! Take care, people..

Finally, my 6mths of internship has come to an end… Can’t believe it myself that time really flies… 2 quaters has passed… I’ve experienced sweet and sour during this period… Working in a manufacturing environment is really not as easy as it seems… What i studied for 3 yrs doesn’t or has no application to my intern work… anyway, it’s a great experience… great team members are always there to guide and support me whenever i’m stuck on doing something…

1st few months was really dreadful.. I was assigned to 2 departments and i had a rough time to micro-manage my time.. Excursions excursions excursions.. Sigh.. I was assigned to do CA to nail the problem to the root cause.. Seriously there’s a lot of work.. I also got bullied by 2 shifts’ MSes.. Damn it.. If i were a real engineer there, I’ll report them to their shift manager.. Cis!!! Some MSes are really really helpful and sweet.. They really thought me the right procedure to get things done.. And i learned a lot from them.. Hehe.. And, i also had a bad experience working with an engineer.. My other colleagues even noticed that i got bullied.. What I did to stop this is by complained about him to the manager for the bad treatment.. Ish.. Im not an intern that u can use and manipulate easily, Mr!!! Well, this situation helps me to stand up for myself and after that, he never bullied me anymore.. Wakaka… Nice..

So, apart of human relations, I have learned the softwares used in Intel.. Damn useful.. Great in doing CA.. Just a click of a button and TADA–>your pontential root cause.. Data collection is also very widely used to solve problems.. Documentation of it helps even better.. Data data data… @_@

Apart of work, I had lots of fun with the team members.. We had teambuilding activities, 1st one is makan at E&O and bowling.. 2nd one is makan at G Hotel + shopping + hi-tea.. Really memorable… Everyone was all out to have fun on these 2 occasions.. My last week of internship was the most memorable.. 2 departments had a farewell lunch for me at Bangkok Tomyam(B.Lepas) and they got me a gift which I never imagined.. I like them so much.. Luckily I did not cry in front of everyone when giving a farewell speech.. Thank you all for the wonderful experiences..

Hopefully i can get to work together with the team members again when i grad.. =D

Last week when i was visiting my cousin’s house i discovered that she bought a new puppy, Benji… Cute lil poodle… It’s sooooo charming… Benji has sparkling goo-goo eyes that makes everyone’s heart melts… My couz saw that I like it so much, she asked me to bring it back to my house for a few hours… I immediately say YES without thinking the consequences… And so, i brought Benji home… Benji was behaving nicely when it’s in d car… So, i thought that it’ll be alright to bring it home after all… Well, frankly speaking, I was wrong… It started peeing around every half an hour… It even pooped in the living room… I’ve counted the number of time Benji peed… It’s 10 FREAKING TIMES…!!! And inclusive of 3 times in my room… 2 times before it sleeps, another time when Benji is about to go back to my couz’s place…. GRRR… Since then, i made up my mind that i’ll never ever will rear a poodle in the house… NEVER AGAIN…!!!!!!!!!!!

Last week and this week were the worst weeks i’ve ever been through… Suddenly i was given multiple tasks that i have to closely work with extremely busy engineers… I practically have to do the guessing their meaning and learn stuffs all by myself… the engineers kept saying this remaining 4 months of internship might not be enough for me… i got so tensed up when they say that… argh… then, this week, i was suddenly given a reading material to digest to prepare me for a brief, simple task… i need to do dynamic measurement for 300times and the date due is next fri… *faint*… for the last 2 days, i had restless sleep coz i kept dreaming work, work, work… it’s like i work for more than 12 hours including my dream… i know that sooner or later, i’ll be working like that… bt, i’m still not ready for working life… i’m mentally not prepared coz i kept having this mindset that i’m still an undergraduate… sigh… however, today’s working was pretty good… i manage to finish up all my work in a blink of an eye… all the task given to me was completed too… i’m soooo happy… hehehe… i hope i’ll never have these nightmares again… i” be mentally-drained very soon before i finish the remaining 19 weeks

Fuh fuh… My internship is almost 2 months now, 4 months to go… Groan… I’ve been having work-phobia lately… Nearly had insomnia as i kept thinking what working day will i face the next day… Currently i have been given small tasks… going to have big ones soon… I’m so scared that i’ll not perform well as i wanna perform well in my 6mths internship period… a part of me anticipated the projects that’ll be handed down to me… another half makes my stomach upset and scared… i did think of giving up but, argh… i can’t… my baby was right, i’m a workaholic… i have high expectations of myself(people under Chinese zodiac- OXES has these traits, rite)…. i don’t wanna let my deaprtment people down… currently i’m attached or rather covering for IHS and epoxy Module… Damn stressfull… Though i learned a lot during this 2 mths, i still have doubt that i’ll do good… i’d like to be offered a job by the end of internship or at least i can leave a huge influenced on my supervisor… Hopefully he can remember how i perform until i graduate… sigh sigh…i do have several unpleasent moments while working…. i was actually scolded by an operator for conducting my job… i planned to keep quiet but, suddenly i was asked to continue doing the stuff tht the operator complains… so, i got no choice i told him about what happens and i’m actually doing the right thing… my procedures are correct… i did not violate any rules… so, he told me i have no fear… that really relieved me as, i’m kinda sad after being scolded at… i was so helpless then as im still new to the whole great big mumbo jambo company… now that everything has been cleared… i’ll continue to do my job and act cool… yeah.. that’ll be my short term goal… wakakaka… this really keeps my working spirit up… currently my only medicine to "almost-insomnia" symptom, i bought myself a nice book… it’s called "sophie’s world" is a about a norweigien girl learning history of philosophy bit by bit from a stranger… I liked it as it explores the human mind and the evolution of how people thinks… i really liked fiction books with a bit of history in it… it’s educational as well as creative… Loved it… hehehe….

Recently, i’ve been checking out people’s blog and i’m amazed how they turn their blogs into a site where it reflects their personality… They’re good… I mean SERIOUSLY good…

So, myself, being influenced by it, tried to create a space on my own in blogspot… Since most of the blog i read is from blogspot… I would like to give it a try…

Aha.. Now, the main point, why am i still writing my blog here in Friendster? The reason i’m writing here is this… I get to register myself, but I’M NOT ABLE TO POST ANYTHING TO IT… After choosing the template, i wait, and wait and wait… The page does not even load, even though i’ve refreshed it lots of times… The loading bar is juz stuck half way through and… "POP"… " This page can’t be displayed" showed… Okay, fine… I wait until tomorrow, then… Same result… "This page can’t be displayed"… Okay, considering myself as a very patient person, i waited till tomorrow again… "THE PAGE CAN"T BE DISPLAYED"…!!! AGAIN…!!! Urgh…!! Finally, i lose my cool and i gave up…

Suddenly, i remembered… That i had a blog in friendster… Ceh… I was thinking how idiotic i am to create another blog while i have one at Friendster… Now, i appreciate that this blog does not give me any loading problem like blogspot did… Sure, blogspot is fun but, the bandwith is too high for the interconnection here… My internet connection at my hosetel really sucks… I can’t even check my mail at yahoo nor hotmail… It takes once in a blue moon for me to gain access to my mailbox…

It’s 11.22pm now and i still haven’t studied for my exam due to this friday… Aih… Felt so lazy to do so… Just finished a paper this afternoon and i need to study again?? One more core subject paper and 1 2 credit hour paper (groan) to go…Can’t wait to finish my papers soon and going straight to industrial training… Anyways, see you all in Penang soon…

Ciao…!!

Tomorrow.. Tomorrow.. I’m gonna be back to jail once more and stay there for a whole month.. For 6 papers..!! Can you believe what these 6 papers can do..? Sigh.. What can a normal student like me can do to change it..? So sad… Seriously, I don’t have any transport back in uni.. How can they expect me to find food when everyone’s gone..? The nearest town is 30mins by foot..! Not even maggie mee is available.. I think Perlis should be transform into a place Alor Setar, at least.. Perlis is too quiet.. Dreadful place to live.. Temperature can get up to 35 degrees and as low as 25 degrees at night.. I can’t live there anymore.. I just got skin allergic due to this extreme weathers.. Unfortunately, i still got a year to go.. A very long time for a very quiet state..

finally… im back to perlis… urgh… im so going to drain the half of my life here… it’s so boring…!!! wuhuhu… somebody plz… turn the time to a higher speed…!!!

My laptop has been send to have a check-up last-minute again… Great..!! it all started yesterday when i can’t browse the internet the whole day while my dad’s desktop can (we’re using the same hub, mind u)… i was wondering what’s wrong with my comp… so, i scanned my system… BOOM… a Trojan horse DETECTED… It was said to be cleaned from my system but… i had doubts as i still can’t access to the darn internet! i had a dilema whether to reformat my whole system or not… coz… there are a lot of programs i need to re-install… internet explorer 7, windows media player v11 and the list goes on and on… can u imagine how long do i have to wait to install all those time-consuming programs? just sit there and wait for it to finished download… plus… the setup process… urgh… after that, u have to restart the system for updating…*shakes head*…well, after being tested by my mum’s colleage, guess what? my laptop is OK…*huh???*… hmm…. i dunno what’s going on with my laptop… probably my laptop is trying to tell me to STOP using it more than 12 hours per day straight… Laptop needs rest too, i know… but… in this 21st century, who can live without the internet? i got to check my mails, my uni portal, updates for anti virus software, blah blah blah… my laptop surely can make a statement… it likes to torture it’s owner by getting sick in the very last minute before my new term starts…

hello everyone… ms. snow is back… i haven’t been doing anything much except for playing ragnarok, reading about ragnarok, ragnarok, and more ragnarok… ok… call me a game freak but… ragnarok is really a nice game to play… serously… i got a sin, a hunter and a soon-to-be alchemist… anyway… it’s for those who have plenty of time to play coz u’ll get hooked for it… hehe… another game to play is Audition… a dancing game… i got very slow response and so, i CAN’t dance in the game… maymay got us all hooked up… im going out to watch fantastic 4 on sunday with the same old gang minus yip plus seow… sigh… can’t wait to smell the fresh(or rather polluted) after 2 weeks staying at home…

yday, i nearlly had an accident… i nearlly hit the house on the opposite side of the road… i was too eager to turn to the junction as there’s a huge lorry behind me and blocks the traffic behind it… well, im scared i’ll get everyone in rage, u know… penangites has lil patience when it comes to driving… so, the panicked me hastily make a turn, a kancil noticed me turning while a motorcyclist didn’t… luckily the motorcylist had his brake on time or else, he’ll hit on me… and… to make the matter worse, i kinda did not turn nicely, i nearlly hit a house… it was a nightmare… i shouldn’t have let people make me do the things i don’t want to… my safety comes 1st… it’s indeed a great lesson for me… sigh…