Snow’s Blog

In a few days time, December will end and everyone will welcome the birth of 2007… What am i talking about anyway… Must be too much TV lately… I’ll be starting my new semester early january… I’m not looking foward to go back to study coz next semester will be a difficult semester… I’ll be taking up Microprocessing system and Electromagnetic theory… Both are killing subjects… Looks like there won’t be any sleeping again… Sigh (I’ve been sleeping at least 12 hours a day for this whole month)… However, if i don’t go back to KUKUM, i won’t be able to see my lion… Wuhuhu… Been missing him for the whole holiday… Can only hear him through phone… Been so jealous of couples dating around… Aih… Yippie and gang will be doing their industry training soon… Mine will be a year later… Oohh… Looking foward to do that… Seems fun… It’s having a taste of working in the field that you’re studying on… Besides that, they’ll give you allowence… Last but not least, no need to study!! Win-win situation, don’t you think? Hehe…

Lately, i’ve been thinking about the future… Short term and long term… What will become of me and my family… What will become of me and my lion? Will i be able to achieve fortune, career? Will i have a family on my own? Well, everything’s on the right track so far… But… Deep inside, i’m scared that i’ll screw things up and in the end, i’ll gain nothing… I’m a perfectionist since i was a kid… Everything i do, i give my 110%… I don’t want to regret for the things i’ve done… At times, i feel so tired of doing so… So sick of all the pressure and the commitment… Precious time will just fly away like that… Missing all the fun in life… Sigh… There are times when i hid myself and give a good cry to release the tension i had… Sometimes, i wish i have a simple mind and have no demands at all… Just go with the flow… Sigh… Well, i guess bad habits die hard…

Looking back to the past makes me realized that i’ve grown up i just realized how old my parents are… I love my family… To me, my family is my fire… This fire keeps me going on and on… My wish for them is to provide a better life in the future… It’s part of saying "thank you" to them for bringing me up to what i am now… Oh dear, i’m getting long-winded… I sound like an old lady babbering about life… Sorry for those reading this… Hehe…

December… The month where bells jingle with joy… I just love december… Christmas decorations everywhere… And the best of all is… It’s holiday…!! Loved it… The downside is… I spend a lot this month… Clothes, accesories, jeans and last but not least… FOOD…!! Been eating food around penang ever since my holiday started… Hehe… Yum… The place that i liked the most is Winter Warmers… The food, the tea, the environment… Ahhhh… So relaxing… I need to eat as much as i can before the new semester starts as i’ll be starving there again for 4 whole months…

I accompanied my sis this afternoon for her shopping spree… When she’s done, we were heading to the exit of the mall… Suddenly, i was attracted to something peculiar… I don’t know what makes me weak on the knees for it… It’s soooo…. Indescribable is the word and it’s really a nice present for christmas… I wasn’t planning to buy it as i was almost broke after shopping few days ago with my friends… But, that item is a MUST-BUY-ITEM…!! Can’t resist the temptation… Haha… When i saw it, the first thing that struck my mind was him… I hope he likes it (crossing my fingers hard) and hope that he won’t be in a state of shock when he got it… Coz it’s the last thing he wanted…

A lot of events will be coming up next week… Exam results, registrations for subjects, christmas and the list goes on… Oohh… Spooky… I’ll be waking early to check the results as the server will be slow coz many of the students will be checking their results as well… Hopefully i do well in it… Sigh… My friends in USM will be registering themselves today… So fast… Gonna miss them alot… Wuhuhu… Plusmore they’ll be doing their industrial training this coming semester… Only get to see them only during the weekends… Sigh…

During this holiday, i was introduced to a new game by my sisters… Kingdom Hearts -  Chain of Memories… I must say… It’s the best game i’ve played so far… Fusion of disney characters and Mr. Tetsuya Nomura’s characters… Loved it… I am always a Disney fan… The game has all the greates characters in Disney… The creator’s character is just as charming… Loved it… Got me addicted to it… The graphics are absolutely wonderful…